A Look In The Life Of Edie
March 31, 2012
I am have been sooo tired that I just could not get myself on here to update. I have been doing ok but have hit that awful spot of no gain no loss phase. I need to fast or do something drastic cause I cannot stay at 116lbs. No!
Work has been great, have loved it! My co workers are so funny and fun to be around, the customers are ok and no one has yelled yet. I basically get to sit around all day and answer phones which hardly ring and just twirl my pen around my fingers. LOL. Its nice to get paid for doing nothing but its not good when I want to be super skinny tiny and I don't get to move my body around. So, I have been trying to get my butt in shape at the gym.
Sometimes after work its nice and Im all motivated to move move and move harder and faster. But now and especially today I feel just so tired and can't seem to get that burning desire to go to the gym. There must be something wrong with me. I hope Im not getting sick!
My bf has been driving me crazy! He is so negative and a whiner. Like me today lol! I just do not know what to do with him. He started complaining to me when I was leaving that he only had 5$ to his name. He says " wow 5$ that will be nice to have my daughter this weekend with only f'ing 5$" and looks at me. As if I spent his money. Hello! You go to poker tourneys 2x a week spend 20-40$ at a time and drink 7 nights of the week and go play pool and go to the bar and make dinner for your friends and waste the gas to go see them. Don't be looking at me like I have ever took your money! Gee.
Or maybe he was looking at me cause he wants me to give him money. I have before and Im stupid enough to do it again but theres only so far he can push me. I think thats why my body is so tired feeling. Im just exhausted. Ugh.
I am have been sooo tired that I just could not get myself on here to update. I have been doing ok but have hit that awful spot of no gain no loss phase. I need to fast or do something drastic cause I cannot stay at 116lbs. No!
Work has been great, have loved it! My co workers are so funny and fun to be around, the customers are ok and no one has yelled yet. I basically get to sit around all day and answer phones which hardly ring and just twirl my pen around my fingers. LOL. Its nice to get paid for doing nothing but its not good when I want to be super skinny tiny and I don't get to move my body around. So, I have been trying to get my butt in shape at the gym.
Sometimes after work its nice and Im all motivated to move move and move harder and faster. But now and especially today I feel just so tired and can't seem to get that burning desire to go to the gym. There must be something wrong with me. I hope Im not getting sick!
My bf has been driving me crazy! He is so negative and a whiner. Like me today lol! I just do not know what to do with him. He started complaining to me when I was leaving that he only had 5$ to his name. He says " wow 5$ that will be nice to have my daughter this weekend with only f'ing 5$" and looks at me. As if I spent his money. Hello! You go to poker tourneys 2x a week spend 20-40$ at a time and drink 7 nights of the week and go play pool and go to the bar and make dinner for your friends and waste the gas to go see them. Don't be looking at me like I have ever took your money! Gee.
Or maybe he was looking at me cause he wants me to give him money. I have before and Im stupid enough to do it again but theres only so far he can push me. I think thats why my body is so tired feeling. Im just exhausted. Ugh.
